i miss him..:'(

olaa..today is my 20th bday..and..hell yeah!there's nothing special today..and i don't expect today will be special for me..bcos without him beside me,then my day will be nothing special..why should i say so?becos he is the only one who can and will make my day turn to be special..i miss him so much..:'( yes..honestly i'm crying..i'm crying from yesterday night..i think i had make him mad..i felt regret of what had happened yesterday..i miss him..i miss him..and i miss him..that all i can say to express my feeling now..really wish that you were here bby..i miss you so much..and i love you so much bby..:'(

i miss you bby..:'(

campus life??

ok..updating my blog..lets talk about my campus life..first..i felt fun..excited..because it was my 1st time been here (UMS) as a student..before this i was here as a visitor,so the feeling was quit different..so i was here starting from 7th of sept,and now was 20th sept..so..i've been here for almost 3 weeks i think..time passed very fast..next weeks was the end of the sept..i gain more experience here,i've meet lots of new friend..new classmate,and also now i have my roomate already..haha..this was my 1st time live in hostel..so..what have i learn here was,how to take bus to school..how to spend my money..how to save my money..although the expenditure here was quit cheap,just for the food 'la'..but still i have to save my money for others expenditure such as photostat books,print assignment..so i have to be very good on what to spend with my money..so what had i done was..for my breakfast i aet biscuit and drank mineral water..and for my lunch i eat as usual..i spend about rm3.50 per day with my lunch..and for my dinner...i eat maggie..or else i eat biscuit with nestum..hahaha..that what i've done for saving money..next..the biggest challenge i've faced here was to fight for the bus..what i'm trying to say was..everyone here had to fight for the bus..and..if its about buses..nobody will be gentle with you,even man also like that..that was the bigger challenge i've faced here..and it was really terrible for me..so to avoided these situation,if my class was on 8,then i will wait for the bus on 7..1 hour earlier..if not i will be late..but after class,still i have to fight for the bus...=.=! but never mind..at least i've learn what was life really call..haha..and 1 thing i would like to share was about assignment..before this,when i opened my facebook..i saw a lot of my fb friend was sighing about their assignment..and now..is my turn to sighing on my assignment..in my 1st class,our lecture already start to give us assignment...and guess what..just only on my 1st 3 weeks here...i already have 6 assignment to be done....and last..haish..as usual,i really miss my bby..miss him so much..huhu...

going to post it in malay..kikiki..my 1st malay post..=p

hmmmm......ok..akhirnya dtg jga nie 1hb..cis!bencinya......sbb arni last date sa dgn my laki for 2011..haiyarh..jd arini spend tym sama da la 1 petang..arini..sa dpt byk brg..and..guess what..sa xda sangka2 yg da btl2 masak ksi sa..wakakaka..sedap..btl sedap tau..trus tu..arini sa dpt makanan yg da masak,headband,surat cinta da kunun yg sa suruh tulis.ahaha..video da mnyanyi utk sa..haha..comel sgt..byk hadiah sa arini..so..arini berabis la kami bercerita kunun..sa ddk ja,trus xda berenti tu mulut..ahaha..trus cerita2,trus kami bercinta2 lg..hehe..trus kami ss'ing lg..byk la kami buat..ba,last sda kan kunu..trus kami berabis main la.smpai jantung sa pun berdegup laju..haha..but siok..
          sambung sini..ahaha..trus paling sa btl2 sedih time mau pulang sda..uaaaahhh...sa yg jarang nangis dpn org nie,fuh!nangis juga akhirnya..sa malu..sbb da nmpk muka sa time nangis..bida btl..tpi berla..laki sa jga..hehe..trus..time tu mcm sa xda mau lps tu tgn da..xda mau pisah sda dgn da..tpi terpaksa..huhu..sedihnya..bykla sa pesan da..and da pun byk pesan dgn sa..trus tu skali blk sda,sa baca la surat da..then..baca2..nangis lg sa..trharu sgt dgn isi kandungan surat da..nangis smbl trsenyum..sbb sgt sweet..hehe..tepa..biar kami akn berjauhan,but sa yakin kami pasti akn berkekalan..gitu sja la..daa~share some photo for u all..

updating blogs..

yes i know,its been long time i didn't update my blog..and now I'm here to updating it..hehe..so..here we go,14 day's to go and i will be entered ums..which is my next destination to achieve my dream or yet with more correct is my ambition..so my feeling through all of these was..exciting+happy+nervous+worry+sad..know why?hurmm..i felt really exciting to be a U student,and yet i am happy too..because what i've dream of before had became true. ums was my dreamed university. every time i passed ums, then i will said..'tunggu sa arh UMS'..ahahaha..funny right?and hell ya!i'll be there after 14 day's..besides..i felt nervous too because i have never live out site alone before..so i have to be more independent. i am an independent girl,but i have to be more..haha..while,i'm worrying about the condition or environment there..i have seen those picture of our hostel,and..what i want to say is..owh gosh!it seem to look like really crowded..huh..but i still have to with it..never mind,i'll be ok there i guess..huh.. on the same time..i felt sad..really2 sad..because i have to be far with my love 1..he got at ump..ya,it's at pahang..i know i gonna miss him so damn much....and we will meet again at NEXT YEAR!owh gosh!is next year...which is our sem holiday..hopefully he will back sabah..hmmh..never mind..i think our relationship will be more stronger through all of this..i'm just worried whether he can go through with his new environment..i hope he can..so..that's all i want to drop here..yes!and guess what ?haha..i still haven't done my document for the U registrations..haha..never mind,i still got time..hehe..k..daa~~happy blogging all..

what a wonderful day today!!thx 15.07.11..^__^

yes!is 15 july!hehe..today was a very great day for me..1st was my 1 year anniversary with my precious bby..and 2nd was about the upu result!guess what?!haha..i got it!at ums..finally i achieved what i want..hehe..but in the same time..i was upsad too..because my bby got at pahang..so far frm me..huhu..nvmd..btw,today was really an awesome day for me..hehe..thx to my bby..so hard to describe my feelings now..what can i say is just i really2 love him so much..and so do him..hehe..thx bby for loving me..thx for the hug..the care..the love and the kiss..hehe..share some photo for u all,is about the reason  why i am so hepy today..

                                               our 1 year anniversary..love him so much..<3

 

yes!i got it!thx God..thx my parents and my family..thx all teacher..thx my fellow friends...^_^

i wish..

i wish i could have this colour of hair..i've dyed my hair,but it seems like not giving good respon..haha..it just work a lil bit..but...nvmd..its ok..haha..

yeah!!!!!!finally..^_^

yes!finally i got my new clothes..hehe..felt very glad now..because this was my 1st time having a online shopping..and..after waiting a couples of weeks, finally it arrived here!!right now in my house,in my room..hehe..and thank God..i can fit those clothes..haha..it looks really nice..love it!^_^

that's it!!!

yes..i felt so glad to see the new appearance of my blog's..it looks really2 cute and adorable..felt so thankful to my gorgeous darl amy..haha..thanks again amy..really love my blogs..it make me wanna update my blog everyday,even every second of my time..haha.and sory curi ur gambar darl..haha...^_^

its July!!!...♥

 yes!he was!my precious love..my bby called wong kuan seng..hehe..it was yesterday which we were having a date since our last date which is was at june i think..haha..so..we've been date for more than 5 hours i think..he accompany me to bought my stuff which is my eye liner sharpener ,then i ask him to accompany me to photostate some document for my brother's scholarship application..it was a very hot day yesterday noon..after done my thing, then we go to a cafe or they called it as bar..hehe..so we spend more time at there..we drank some drink..as usual i've odered my favourite drink which is coke..and he as usual..orange juice..haha..then we were chatting with each other..talk about something funny,talk about how am i missed him...what can i say,he looked really adorable..really miss his smile and his laugh..he's character was too cute when he was with me..he will never act like that infront of other people..i know him..he was a cool guy..it was hard to saw his laugh or smiling with other people..but with me..he was out of that..hehe..and he was really naugty..he loves to mess with me..maybe he loves to see my angry or annoying face..when he had successfully make me angry..then he will laugh at me..urgh...so annoying but i like!ahahaha...because i can felt his indulgent character..actually he was an indulgent person but if he with me..hehe..then,we've also mess with camera..take some sweet picture with him..he hugs me as usual,and he kissed my hand..he loves to kiss my hand..haha..i've asked him before,why did he love to do that so?and he answered me that because he loves to smell my scent..kikiki..and i felt really happy with that..but ya..at the end of our date..he forgot to gave me a goodbye kiss..hurmmm..never mind la,because me also forgot to gave him a goodbye kiss..haha..yesterday was really awesome day for me..hehe..and guess what?in this coming 15 july will be our 1 year anniversary..yes!!!!i love my baby so much..really2 love him..and i know that so do him also..ahaha..love my bby always..muuuuuaaah!:-*..♥

wou!!!

yes!hai blogger!!it's been a long time didn't update my blog..just gonna stay here for awhile..ya,only for few update...hee..erm...actually i don't have idea with it..and not so into these for now..but never mind..i try..ahaa..lets talk about kaamatan..or some would call it as hari gawai..ya!kaamatan is around the corner..and i felt very happy..what?why?ok..lets talk about it..i felt glad as kaamatan was getting closer,me and my mummy was planning to sell some goods due to the kaamatan festival,because at my lovely village will having a celebration on the kaamatan festival..well,it will be held at the balai raya there (near my grandma house),so we do our business near or maybe at my grandma house..we can really earn some money's..although maybe it was a liitle..for me the process is the most important thing..we have an experience on that,so i think it will be no problem for us to do our small business there..we were wondering what goods that we want to sell..and i think if me,i would rather sell drink only..because the modal for that was cheap but can earn lots from that..besides,selling drink is more easy compared to selling others thing..hee..and....................guess what..haha..i'm shy to say it..hehe..i actually really want to participate the singing competition as we call it sugandoi..hahahaha...

its been 1 weeks...what should i say..

     ya..its been a couple of weeks i think i didn't update my blog..so,i just want to leave some though here after a period of time i wasn't do it..hehe..=)

     what is in your mind??what do you think about that 1 weeks that i wanna talk??do u feel curious?or theres nothing to be such curious?actually the 1 weeks that i like to talk about was my 1st week being a teacher, just for temporary..well,what can i say was being a teacher really wasn't an easy job..it was really a tired job for me,with those student that with different attitude,which really pissed me off!but what can i do for it?it was my responsibility,and i have to be more patience,i have to make all these to become my experiences..actually it was good for me,as my ambition was to become a teacher,and it can help gain me some experience on it.

    besides, i always have to hold red ball pen and check those bundle of student homework..yes!it was part of my responsibility.what can i say?i'm the one who gave them such a lots of homework, so for that i have to check those homework that i had gave them to do..so,they dome their part,and i have to done mine also..nothing to complain about actually..haha..but i'm just really tired..every day,after school and after taking my breakfast as my lunch,then i'll go to have a nap..oh no!i'm just worried about,will i gain fat? if everyday i slept at the noon?yes!i am worried!but i really can't pretend to be not tired anymore,all i want to was have a rest..because every day have to woke up early..

    so for last..i told myself to be patience..it was just for a month..so, i have to work for it!just for another 3 weeks..ya!i know i can do it!thx!haha...=)

a smile..:)

wink!wink!>.< hey..hey....nothing..i'm just here want to update my blog..i actually don't have thing to write on...haha..ok2..but i have to write so..ok..what do people would say about smile?some smile was really sweet as candy..some got a terrible smile..tricky smile..sarcastic smile..hypocrites smile..an so on..as me?i think i have an good smile..although it not really good as others..hehe..u have to deal with it...and whose smile would u ever like?for me..i like my bf smile..he's smile was so cute..nice and adorable...i love to seeing his smile..it make me melt....when he look at me with his sweet smile,it  was really wau!its hard to describe..becuase it just too perfect for me....ok, i think enough until here....my mind blank..daa~big smile for my blog...^___________^

they said we got a similar look..ahaa..

    yeah!guess what?!haha..they said we got a similar look..just like twins..hehe...ang guess what?i'm older than her for 2 years..hehe..we actually meet each other suddenly,i mean i didn't expect to know her becuase we are not in the same school..she was studied at smk keningau 2,while me?at sm ken hwa..she was a spm candidates last year,while me?was a stpm candidates..we've meet at the forum competition..their have won the 1st place of the school forum competition,while my school was 2nd..and they have been deputize to the state level..seems their school doesn't have chinese panel,so i have been choosen to be their 3rd panels..i was shocked when my teacher told me that i've been selected..and actually i'm guilty at that time..i don't know whether i really gonna participate that competition..because i am really afraid if i can't do my best and maybe will lead them to lose..plus that time,i think i really have to focus on my studies.since my academy achievements at school was not so good..

   at last,after the wisely thinking and advice by my mom..i have participated that competition..i had take that as my challenge..and i really got a great time with them..we have smile together,practice together,even cried together..it was my really really unforgetable memory..so,i had leave my school for almost 1 month,and had went to their school for practice for the whole month..i really appreciate what had i learn at there..from the 'forumer' the teacher and the coach..

a simple hye from your love..

 simple hye from your love really can make you day feels better than yesterday..it's true!especially when you miss him or her..i really do..when i saw a msg was pop out in my cell phone,and your name's appeared,my heart was really happy,and my heart just can stop thinking about what will your text about..and i wish it will be i miss you hny,and i love you so much hny..it sounds weird for those who were haven't get in 1 relationships..i meant it,because before this,when i am single,i really feel weird when some of my friend said that they miss their love one..although their love one was just sitting beside them..but now,i can feel the same thing as they did..yeah!it sound funny..and me too, i feel funny too..but all this were just call love..i really can't stop from falling in love with my bby..anytime i saw him,i just can't stop form fall in love with him again and again..when he looked at me,i melted..his incredible eyes was too sharp and too lovely for me..although i have tell him a hundred times about how much i love him, but it can't stop me to say that again and again..and i would like to say that words until the end of my life,until the last breath..and for now,i'm really really miss him...

the present..the hug..the kiss..the care..and the LOVE..

 My feeling nows was so awesome!i'm really happy today..thanks for my bby..today was our 8 months anniversary..and thank you so much bby for spending time with me today..thanks for present,i really like..i meant it..like it so much..thanks for everything that you have gave me..thanks for the present..thanks for your hugs..thanks for your kiss..mostly thanks for your love...your love was so pristine as your name..time have past so fast..its been 8 months we were spending our love together..still remember that first time i know that you was fall in love with me,i'm really shocked!haha..and i have also rejected you for many time..but your love to me was so precious,u really have a really big space of your heart..u decided to wait for me..and at last,yeah!in the 15th of July,you've got me..hehe..but honestly,for the first month,i really didn't so get through our relationship,because i'm just not so interested with you..but,time by time..slowly,i already fall in love with you bby..your love to me had got me..and i'm so happy and feel great because i'm so lucky to have you bby...i meant it..i really appreciate it..thanks again bby...u really make me feels so happy today..i really hope that our relationship will last longer..I LOVE YOU BBY!!I LOVE YOU WONG KUAN SENG!!muuuuuuuuuaaaaaahh!:*

for the first time..

yes..this was my fist time blogging...i actually have my blog before this but i really cannot remember my password and my email for my blog..plus...lately i just have time to get in with blogging because i'm totally FREE!!NO SCHOOL!NO WORK!just stay at home..everyday..so..i was in here now..before this just don't have time for this..because i really don't have time to update my blog..and guess what?!my bby was back!he was attended for pizzahut training...yeah!for his new vacancy..and i guess tomorrow i will having a date with my beloved bby..hehe..ok..enough for today..chaawww!!!!!!LOVE MY BELOVED PRISTINE!!